Thursday, December 15, 2011

Someone guide me in the right direction?

okay well im 38 weeks pregnant and I live with my boyfriend and his mom and her husband. The mom let me stay with her because she found out i was pregnant and my mom kicked me out. BUt she always tells my boyfriend that after 2 months when the baby is born she wants us gone and i'm scared because i dont wana live on the streets. I love my boyfriend alot and we really want to move out and get our own place, but I dont have a job.and hes only 16 hes still on school. Im 18 and I wanna hurry and get a job so I can support my baby and my boyfriend. BUt im afraid that by 2 months i wount have alot of money cuz im gona feed my baby and that takes alot of time. and us just living with his mom is like torture for me. i stay here all day till he gets out of school which is 5 and im here with his moms mom whos from el salvador who doesnt even speak english and i feel like they talk about me in spanish. i feel like no one likes me here because my boyfriends mom always tell me that i need to go out with my friends and to let her son watch t.v when he wents and she always tells me i gotta cook. I feel like she wants me to be one of those back in the day mexican ladies who cooks, cleans, and does everything while the guy sits back and does nothing. she always says rude comments about me to her son. im just tierd of it. Im gonna have my baby soon and im stressed out. i need help. im really not a bad person because i do cook and clean and i even do my boyfriends homewhork when he has alot. she just doesnt realize the things i do and it tears me apart :'( just because i dont cook everyday. she dont even like my food she says its too salty and her mom dont either so im like confused....someone help no rude comments please

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